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Saturday, 29 March 2008
11:35 pm

BOO HUHUHU!!! today bio class so tired felt lyk sleeping couldnt get my self to pay attention worse still with none of my clinque ard...lols...den lost my tiny smallie eraser while shifting ard during class so have to open my new eraser which i had bought so long ago. after tt rushed to odt for dance actually thot tt thr was a discussion but end up only to find out tt our alocated choreographer gave up choreographing for us...now also dunno if we dancing for odt's events anot anyway i dun mind. just tt today after dance class i was anyhow happily dancing ard while waiting but e movements was not bad. hope tt one day i can choreograph my own dance however im still on my journey of learning. ^.^

Thursday, 27 March 2008
9:18 pm

hiies there! sry tt i did not posted for so long due speech day n my urge to watch tv plus i still nd to do hwk n project etc. i got vy tired for e past few days so did not used com. now my eyebag all come out le lyk panda eyes but soon i will recover my sleep n stay pretty hahas...just jking, i noe la vy bui hel bai ryte? oh ya n at first my mind was so troubled with e thoughts of me graduating this den it seems to me as though my whole life of excitement is gonna end as well, now i know how foolish i was to think of tt. luckily my mouth could not be sealed n slipped my thoughts to hauyan n she makes a perfect counseller! she managed to change my mind set n yup i felt her words makes sense of course. maybe it was overdone, now i can feel e excitement of my future life,in jc or poly or wadeva u noe. well it also brightens up my mood now i can dance happily again. it is gd to have a mixture of different forms of dance style, we did jazz today, some other practices we gonna do hip hop, and sat we can do ballet/chinese dance/contemporary... ... =D n when i say i want to be a dancer i want to be a dancer of all dances, doing only one or two is boring. when u get to have so many den it is call FUN!!! i will be a happy dancer who will dance all types of interesting dances, even if i cant do it well nvm, i will still enjoy it!!! yea c'mon everyone get dancing!!! dance is all about fun for u to grab!!!

Sunday, 23 March 2008
3:07 pm

oh so fast daddy is gonna fly off again...going to airport after this. since when i didn't realise i began to miss daddy. i fear of being separated from him and i dun lyk him being so far away from me. suppose mummy should feel e same, not sure about sis. mum says tt it is natural for me to be closer to daddy more meimei cos when i am at e rebellious stage dad was still in singapore to guide but not for my sis. tt's y i understands my parents better as in i can communicate with them about all my thoughts.while my sis she prefers to speak to her friends she seldom communicate with us now tt she is older. i miss daddy. i want him to be back in singapore permanently. i dun wan him to fly here n there all e time. if i can work n earn money earlier...den he can quit this job to look for lower pay job at same time can stay in singapore. e desire grows... ... ...being a dancer cant get salary for a living, in my mind, e intension to give up my dream as a dancer...it's worth it! ya noe...

this time i feel worse...his bdae is reaching soon. thinking even in his bdae he still has to be overseas doing work without his family by his side...tt's bad so sad. other ppl's dad at least they are still with their family as they work...

Thursday, 20 March 2008
11:05 pm

oo...finally i can wake up late nxt morning le cos it is gd friday. dun u feel wonderful to be a singaporean, u get so many more public holidays than other nations hahas? u must be thinking im such a lazy bum and deny that becos i am. especially after a few days of lack of sleep how could i not be craving for sleep...
monday can relax with no lessons cos it is sports day. YAY!!! excited to see fullerton's cheerleading...i support u cheerleaders e high bunch!
i enjoyed dancing hip hop style, it vy cool which i liked. just tt i cant dance this style well so i feels inferior to all e other dancers. i will feel lousy everytime i dance with them. i cant have confidence in myself. i had thought of quitting my performance for many many times already. if it was not for hau yan believing in me, i would have been over with it. even though i decided to perform but still cant get my mind n body to work for tt. it's sad...i am not happy at all
anyway my cme project almost finishing. now tt was a gd news! ^.^

Monday, 17 March 2008
7:46 pm

WTF!!! i bloody pissed off la
e cme project do so long, so many hours with all e nice nice videos den e disc got prob so must start all over again...irritating la...shouldn't e owner noe tt his/her disc is spoilt or wad before using it???
i noe it is not her fault i won't blame her but just vy annoyed...waste so much of our time n effort could have done better stuffs lor.
sian c wad we can do lor...pissed off

Sunday, 16 March 2008
8:45 pm

hai...wad a bad body ache!!! oh tt was becos yesterday when for dance classes at odessey...anyway today yea was e day for our danceworks competition. although we didnt win anything or so which i expected, i feel tt e performance today was great! i really enjoyed it besides i thought we did quite well. it was a real gd comedy, i saw many faces smiling...which was wad e dance is suppose to do. so wad can i say more? it was e best of all le...u guys were e best n e greatest!!! love u <3 i know thr was some of u injured,some of lack of slp so now tt it is over le must replenish...haas rest well! gd luck btw i have decided tt i do not wanna perform for speech day so tt i can sit thr watching ur dance^^
thanks to betty,jolin,hsueh ting n li ling. appreciated ur support,so nice of u guys to come down n cheer for us. i was happy ur came down den i have people to ask for comments...

Wednesday, 12 March 2008
11:07 pm

YEAH! i ate donut under e rain after a comical funny dance time =D

Tuesday, 11 March 2008
4:16 pm

hm...wonder what exactly is a gd dancer? one who can control her emotions n be expressive maybe. mr betvan wants us to be more expressive but how...basically i must be more crazy n stuff which will make e dance more fun. hahas. how nice would if all of us can make e audience laugh, e real form of entertainment. I know i need to strive alot harder to reach the stage of a gd dancer. lyk what mr betvan said, once on stage ur mood switched n u r totally not urslf...oh man really lyk a light switch turning on n off.
one thing i must comment on: this hauyan ar, ask her share umbrella with us say dun wan ltr fall sick. i noe u strong but e rain still more powerful hor...lucky e rain stopped just in time{vy gd thing indeed} or else i will nv let hauyan attend her cheerleading de...am i vy irritating? sry if i interfered too much...paiseh leh
to yan:i felt e same, a conflict is gonna happen soon. but dun worry la our friendship r quite strong, won't fall so easily de. after all this events will return to happy times de. =D btw i saw u guys' tango dance...super funny!!! ^.^

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Monday, 10 March 2008
3:37 pm

yay e march holidays just started...looking at mine it doesn't seems lyk a relaxing one wk. but today went for classes it was still alright not too busy yet. everyday is occupied with events...know tt there is alot of hwk waiting for me to finish up however i couldn't get my brain n hands to start working, they r saying "we wanna slack longer!" hahas.
anyway a flashback, yesterday i completed 6hrs of CIP with liling they all at bedok library...it means tt this yr nt necessary to cip le but i may still contribute{if do as a class den will have a lot of fun}

Saturday, 8 March 2008
8:55 pm

yea betty u were right, laywei is a happy gal yesterday n today...HAHAss!!!

Wednesday, 5 March 2008
7:23 pm

hiies >.< to whoever is reading, Rain Rain Rain for a few more days. i would be delighted to have tt cold breezy weather...do u love e rain droplets? i do love those. they have lots of hidden meaning behind it. watching e rain drops drip one by one, u may feel as though ur tears rolling down. stressed up? u can distress by just observing it...well at least i can. look at it one small drip before ur eyes n den disappear, ur stress seems to follow it n disappears. believe it, try it...it works vy well for my case...anyway yan have a wonderful umbrella experience today...it was damn funny la under e heavy rain how her spoilt umbrella being flipped. LOLs...in e first place y she brought such a weak umbrella tt breaks so easily? i dunno wad she is thinking maybe she really loved her umbrella so much...not impossible mah.

yay i finally watched L!!! he so cute so cool...haas love him so much...after i have seen betty's post, i love him as e character...his real person not nice de. he looks so cute especially e way he hold stuffs n e way he type the keyboard. e show was vy nice but i went for to washroom once in between cos i really couldn't bear it anymore. other than tt one thing i am curious to know is watari and L's relationship since they r not father n son? will i ever noe? nah unless e director shoots another movie about L bah...who noes?

Tuesday, 4 March 2008
10:32 pm

i fear e march days,
which r packed with all things...
dance from sch n odt
sch structured lessons
teachers still giving homework
all these leads to nth else but STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!
how am i suppose to survive...
oh god pls save me
give me e chances to escape this process,would u?

Saturday, 1 March 2008
11:28 pm

today vy sad lor...my da YI was so keen on BET-TING 4d this time. She XUAN her most lucky number,LIN{zero}. Unfortunately,she did not win instead she bu SEOW xin,trip over something and fell down e lou TY. Her XUE was splashing out at a fast rate. It was so YAN zhong tt she JOLly-well was admitted to e hospital.When i visited her today,she LAY stiff on e bed as she gave me a WEI xiao...haix den these few days maybe nd to go see her after sch le...=(

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