oh so fast daddy is gonna fly off again...going to airport after this. since when i didn't realise i began to miss daddy. i fear of being separated from him and i dun lyk him being so far away from me. suppose mummy should feel e same, not sure about sis. mum says tt it is natural for me to be closer to daddy more meimei cos when i am at e rebellious stage dad was still in singapore to guide but not for my sis. tt's y i understands my parents better as in i can communicate with them about all my thoughts.while my sis she prefers to speak to her friends she seldom communicate with us now tt she is older. i miss daddy. i want him to be back in singapore permanently. i dun wan him to fly here n there all e time. if i can work n earn money earlier...den he can quit this job to look for lower pay job at same time can stay in singapore. e desire grows... ... ...being a dancer cant get salary for a living, in my mind, e intension to give up my dream as a dancer...it's worth it! ya noe...

this time i feel worse...his bdae is reaching soon. thinking even in his bdae he still has to be overseas doing work without his family by his side...tt's bad so sad. other ppl's dad at least they are still with their family as they work...