Thursday, 25 March 2010
9:12 pm
Haven't updated for some time.
Back from OLTC camp today noon.
Tired.
The camp was alright.
How could it be fun when ur not with not a single one of ur good frens which go high.
Anyway i doubt the coming prep week and week 0 will be enjoyable for me.
My reason of joining asc events is cause of the people lor.
The time where u meet up with those asc people whom i really enjoyed with.
Now not even a single one in the lt.
Was feeling lonely throughout the whole camp. Most of the time when i see van they all outside, will just try to join lor.
of course there were nice people in the group as well, they were very friendly.
I hope those people really had fun during the camp.
I won't enjoy it this event that much de lah.
Some people are just freaking irritating! Think they big shot.
If i were to choose, i won't choose someone like that.
I think quite a few people thinks that way.
The way my group works, i do not like.
Seeing all my friends all stressed over the organisation, all kept busy.
But i have to follow all the instructions, can't help them.
Not belonging to the same catergory as them.
Some rules are dumb.
Certain in life has always been unfair.
You do not always get the things u deserve.
Even if u do better than others, because of some stupid reason, everything is just meaningless.
Sometimes i just can't get that smile out of me.
When people asked, "yeah right, i was just too tired~~~"
They know nth.
At least i still enjoyed something in the camp.
ANGEL AND MORTAL GAME :)
My angel seems nice.
It better to know that someone will help u right?
Haha, i replied letter to my angel, asking if can get me bubble tea for week 0 camp.
And ANGEL replied "of course can!"
WOOHOO!!! Angel u rock!
For now i just can't wait for this whole week 0 thingy to be over.
If not for the nice people in this group, i will be just isolating myself from them.
