Wednesday, 3 March 2010
3:06 pm
My holidays are so packed.
Never had my calendar so full of things.
Trying to squeeze things into days that are more likely to be possible.
Certain things with the dates not confirmed makes it even harder to arrange things.
Everything i also wanna go!!
all because of time.
NExt time, must rmb that confirming ur attendance for such a time-consuming event will need u to sacrifice alot of other things that u cherish.
Not knowing if i may get scolding or ppl might change their impression of me for doing all these.
4 days out of the busy thing, go out with others to enjoy not too selfish bah.
I tried to make it the best. Really do not wish to miss out anything.
Only if i can steal some more time, everything would be fine.
The feeling of others more important than u is not good.
I don't wanna feel this way.
It just comes naturally.
Feel like u are not needed.
Even last time in dance i would feel this way quite a few times.
Especially when u are just dancing in the background.
Although i know that even the least important part u play is important to make the whole thing successful. This is what i tell the others when they feel like that, not like it really helps.
Why like that?
