Friday, 21 May 2010
12:49 am
I just learnt something about fate.
One time not enough, the second comes.
It all happens so that i will understand.
sometimes they were just not meant to be yours.
Maybe u were meant to be a bridge to bring them together, not the one the wanna reach.
Yeah sure u will be sad.
But because it is not the right one, u shouldn't hold on to it.
I tried so many times to let go of everything, said the same things as this time round.
But i haven't let go yet.
it takes time, a really long period of time i guess.
I just realised that i spent too much time on relationship stuff and neglected what out there for me!
My life is not all. The rest of my life are going well.
Dance-i got into tpde :) and yah back to dancing again, my BESTest passion afterall.
I know the feeling of having someone to walk u through ur journey with u.
The feeling of someone doing things just for u.
However, the life is still yours!
This is ur life and ur own life which belongs to no other person.
You are the one who controls your life.
As long as you are happy with yourself, ur life is still the best.
So what if ur friends changed or drifted...
So what if u can't get the person u want...
So what if u are being backstabbed or disliked...
I have my dance, i have my good friends, i still have wonderful things in my life :)
I dunno if this time i will really let go of these but for sure i am sure of where to go already.